Readings for today: Judges 6-9
I love the story of Gideon. He reminds me of me so much of the time. How many times over the course of my life has the Lord come to me? Spoken to me? Reached out to me? Reminded me He is with me? And what is my typical response? Why has all this happened to me? Why have all these bad things taken place? Where are all Your signs and wonders, Lord? Why haven’t you delivered me or my family or Your people from injustice, oppression, and the power of sin in this world? Why do you allow young people to harm themselves? Why do my friends lose jobs and livelihoods? Why do those I love and serve get cancer? Why do women I know suffer abuse? Why do immigrants I know find it almost impossible to navigate the visa process? Why do pastoral colleagues of mine find themselves battling depression and despair? Why do church planters I know around the world get imprisoned, beaten, tortured, and even killed for their faith? I ask these questions a lot in prayer which is why I resonate to how Gideon responds to the Lord. “Please, my Lord, if the Lord is with us, why has all this happened? And where are all his wonders that our ancestors told us about? They said, ‘Hasn’t the Lord brought us out of Egypt? ’ But now the Lord has abandoned us and handed us over to Midian.” (Judges 6:13 CSB)
And what is the Lord’s answer? Almost every single time? “I am sending you.” You are My instrument. You are My servant. You are the one I have chosen to preach good news to the poor, release for the captives, and deliverance for the oppressed. You are the one I am sending to proclaim the gospel to those who have never heard. You are the one I am calling to fight injustice and raise up a banner for righteousness and take a stand for the truth in this world. “The Lord turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and deliver Israel from the grasp of Midian. I am sending you!” (Judges 6:14 CSB) Be careful what you ask for! Be careful what you complain about! God may just choose you like He chose Gideon and like He has chosen me. The great news, of course, is that we don’t go alone. God had already promised to be with Gideon. I have always found that those whom God calls, God equips. He doesn’t send us out without the resources we need to accomplish His plans for us.
However, just like Gideon, I like to make excuses. The reality is I don’t want this responsibility. I want someone else to shoulder the burden. I want someone else to lead the charge. “Gideon said to him, “Please, Lord, how can I deliver Israel? Look, my family is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the youngest in my father’s family.” (Judges 6:15 CSB) But once the Lord has spoken, the issue is settled. God doesn’t always choose the strongest, wealthiest, or most powerful and influential. He doesn’t look on the outward appearance but on the heart. Your station in life doesn’t matter. Your caste doesn’t matter. Your education doesn’t matter. Your native ability doesn’t matter. All that matters is your obedience. Your willingness to go when and where the Lord sends.
Here’s the truth of the matter. God’s presence is more than enough to overcome every obstacle. God’s presence is more than enough to break down every barrier. God’s presence is more than enough to tear down every dividing wall of hostility that prevents us from accomplishing His goal for our lives and for our world. Our job is to simply to believe Him. Our job is simply to trust Him. Like Abraham, we must be fully confident God is able to deliver on what He promises. “But I will be with you,” the Lord said to him. “You will strike Midian down as if it were one man.” (Judges 6:16 CSB) So the only question you or I have to answer is NOT am I strong enough? Am I smart enough? Am I powerful enough? Am I wise enough? Am I good enough? None of those things matter. The only question we need to answer is this…do we trust God?
Readings for tomorrow: Judges 10-13