memory

Perspective

Readings for today: Deuteronomy 24-27

Perspective has great power. My mother grew up desperately poor at times. She experienced a lot of uncertainty. A lot of transition. Her father was a pastor who moved around quite a bit due to the philosophy of the denomination he served. He was also quite successful at turning around struggling churches so they would send him to some of the hardest places to do his work. And even though my mom has been blessed with abundance materially and great health physically and a lot of stability in her community, it still shapes her perspective. For example, we gathered on Saturday for a meal at a very nice restaurant. My mom paid the bill which was significant. As she was paying, she remarked to my brother and I that she was going shopping with a coupon the following day that would save her a few dollars. She didn’t see the irony at first but it made us all chuckle.

One of the things Moses attempts to do in his final sermon is remind Israel from whence she came. He wants them to have a healthy and humble perspective as they move into the Promised Land. So he says things like, “Remember what the Lord your God did to Miriam on the journey after you left Egypt…Remember that you were a slave in Egypt, and the Lord your God redeemed you from there. Therefore I am commanding you to do this…Remember that you were a slave in the land of Egypt. Therefore I am commanding you to do this.” (Deuteronomy‬ ‭24‬:‭9‬, ‭18‬, ‭22‬ ‭CSB‬‬) Why do we observe laws regarding disease or refuse to deny justice to the immigrant, orphan, and widow or leave the gleanings of the fields and orchards for the poor? Because Israel herself was once poor. They were the stranger, the foreigner, the alien. They were the slave, the poor, the fatherless. This is heart behind the Lord’s commands. His laws are not arbitrary or capricious. They are designed to help Israel maintain her perspective. The same is true when they bring the firstfruits of their offering. Every time they do give to the Lord, they are to recite their “origin story.” Deuteronomy 26:5-10, “My father was a wandering Aramean. He went down to Egypt with a few people and resided there as an alien. There he became a great, powerful, and populous nation. But the Egyptians mistreated and oppressed us, and forced us to do hard labor. So we called out to the Lord, the God of our ancestors, and the Lord heard our cry and saw our misery, hardship, and oppression. Then the Lord brought us out of Egypt with a strong hand and an outstretched arm, with terrifying power, and with signs and wonders. He led us to this place and gave us this land, a land flowing with milk and honey. I have now brought the first of the land’s produce that you, Lord, have given me.” What a powerful reminder of God’s great generosity and grace and what a powerful motivator for Israel to give.

What shapes your perspective? Over the years, I have found it helpful to recite all the things God has done for me. I have written down my testimony in various places, detailing all the different events over the course of my life where the Lord clearly interceded. Returning to my testimony or the “origin story” of my faith has served as a powerful reminder to me that informs how I live and how I serve and how I love and how I give.

Readings for tomorrow: Deuteronomy 28-30

Prayers of Remembrance

Readings for today: Lamentations 4-5, Psalms 30

It’s okay to let God know how you really feel. It’s okay to recite back to God all you have gone through. Of course He knows it already but it’s good for us to say out loud to Him. It’s good for us to share our heartbreak and hurts with Him. God wants a dialogue not a monologue. He doesn’t want to have to read your mind or rely on His omniscience to know what’s happening in your life. He wants a relationship and in relationships, we share everything.

Lamentations five is a prayer for restoration and it begins with an interesting turn of phrase. “Lord, remember what has happened to us. Look, and see our disgrace!” (Lamentations‬ ‭5‬:‭1‬ ‭CSB‬‬) Why does Jeremiah pray for God to remember? Has God forgotten all that’s happened? Is God absent-minded? Is He forgetful? Surely not, right? Of course God remembers everything. He knows everything from beginning to end. He sees all and knows all. Past, present, and future are always laid out before Him so what is Jeremiah actually praying for here? Whenever someone prays for God to “remember” in the Bible, they are actually calling on God to act. To do something in concert with His character and the covenant promises He’s made to His people. Lord, remember what has happened to us. Lord, see our disgrace. And (implied in the text) do something about it. Restore us. Renew us. Make us righteous again in your sight. This is the heart of the prayer of remembrance. It’s calling on God to act in accordance with His will and character.

Look at how Lamentations 5 ends, “You, Lord, are enthroned forever; your throne endures from generation to generation. Why do you continually forget us, abandon us for our entire lives? Lord, bring us back to yourself, so we may return; renew our days as in former times, unless you have completely rejected us and are intensely angry with us.” (Lamentations‬ ‭5‬:‭19‬-‭22‬ ‭CSB‬‬) Jeremiah looks around sees all Israel has suffered and he asks God if it’s enough. Have we suffered enough for our sins? Have we been punished enough for our iniquities? Have we paid for our crimes? If so, bring us back to Yourself, O God, so we may return. Renew our days as in former times. Unless it’s not enough. Unless you are still righteously angry with us. Unless there is still time to be served and a price yet to be paid.

The glorious thing about these verses for Christians is that we know God has remembered. He has acted in human history to bring us back to Himself. He has acted to renew and restore us to our rightful place. The price has been paid. The time has been served. The punishment has been dealt out. All through Jesus Christ. Because of Jesus, we have nothing to fear. We are not completely rejected. God is no longer angry with us. We are at peace with Him forever.

Readings for tomorrow: Ezekiel 1-4, Psalms 31