betrayal

The Pain of Betrayal

Readings for today: Matthew 26:1-5, 14-35, Mark 14:1-2, 10-31, Luke 22:1-38, John 13

Betrayal. None of us believe we are capable of it. All of us have probably experienced it on some level. It’s one of the most painful things we can experience in this life. I think of the people I know who have experienced betrayal in their marriages when their spouse steps out on them. I think of the people I know who have had a business partner make deals behind their backs. I think of pastors I know who feel like their congregations turn on them or vice versa. I’ve seen it happen to close friends, associates, family members, you name it. It’s brutal every time.

In our reading for today, Peter makes a bold claim. “Though the whole world walk away from you, I will never betray you, Jesus.” Famous last words. I still remember standing in the courtyard of Caiaphas’ house in Israel and thinking about Peter’s words. Just a short walk away in the upper room, Peter seems so courageous and yet when confronted by a servant girl, he caves. Just a stone’s throw where Peter makes his denial, Jesus will be confined to a basement storage room for the night before His crucifixion. It’s amazing how close everything is over in the Holy Land. All of the events of the final few days of Jesus’ life, death, and resurrection happen within a small geographic area. It really drives home the pain Jesus must have felt when he heard Peter betray him.

If you’ve been tracking with us this year as we’ve read through the Bible, you know “betrayal” is something God experiences over and over again. By committing Himself to His people, He exposes Himself willingly and freely to the pain of repeated betrayal. It’s part of the cost God bears in order to remain faithful to His covenant. I can’t imagine the pain God must have endured throughout the centuries. I certainly cannot imagine the pain God must have endured by being betrayed by His closest friends. At the same time, the story of the Bible is not about me identifying with God’s pain as much as God identifying with my pain. He comes to us. He becomes one of us. He is with us. He never betrays us. Never forsakes us. Never abandons us. That’s the great news of the gospel. God is faithful.

Readings for tomorrow: John 14-17