Reading for the day: Genesis 47, 48, 49, 50
Life has consequences. We all have to face them. We cannot escape them. Yes, there is forgiveness with the Lord. Yes, God’s grace is greater than all our sin. Yes, we are accepted and loved unconditionally. But none of that means we escape justice. None of that means we escape the consequences for our actions.
Jacob appears before Pharaoh and when asked to describe his life, he remarks, "The days of the years of my sojourning are 130 years. Few and evil have been the days of the years of my life, and they have not attained to the days of the years of the life of my fathers in the days of their sojourning.” A lifetime of scheming and manipulating have come back to haunt Jacob in his later years. Yes, he’s been forgiven. Yes, God is with him. Yes, God loves him but life has taken its toll.
Jacob’s sons appear before him on his deathbed to receive their blessing. Reuben loses his preeminence as the firstborn because he slept with his father’s concubine. Simeon and Levi lose their opportunity to lead the family because of their violent actions against Shechem. Authority now passes to Judah who has repented of his actions against Joseph so long ago. After Jacob dies and they return from his funeral, the brothers still live in fear of what Joseph might do and once again beg for forgiveness. Again, they are forgiven. Again, God is with them. Again, God loves them but their actions have consequences. On some level, there will always be fear. Always be shame over what they have done.
The same is true for us. We live our lives before God. Whether we realize it or not, He is always there. And His grace is amazing. His love is unconditional. He mercy knows no end. He loves us for who we are in all of our imperfections. But sin still has consequences. Our choices impact not only ourselves but those around us. The decisions we make often result in brokenness and pain. The actions we take, the emotions we express, the words we say do have an impact for good or for evil.
Forgiveness doesn’t mean pretending those things haven’t happened. Forgiveness is not the same as forgetting. No, biblical forgiveness means choosing to no longer hold a person’s sinful choices against them. It’s an intentional decision to look past the pain, past the heartbreak, past the brokenness into the future. To take a step back and see what God is doing in the midst of it all. This is what Joseph offers his brothers. A fresh start. Not a clean slate. A fresh start.
Where do you need a fresh start today? Who do you need to forgive? Who in your life is suffering from the consequences of their sinful actions and how can you come alongside them? When you look in the mirror what do you see? Does the pain and shame from your past threaten to overwhelm? Perhaps the person you need to forgive is yourself?